Life Sucks

wow, finally things are beginning to go well for me this month, well except for that huge amount i have to pay for my post-grad.. but i know God will make a way for me, anyways i am a little bit pissed off at myself for one tiny mistake i made this month which means am not gonna see my boo in october i have to wait a little longer, but am dying to see him, i just wanna spend that one week with him in october, londistance sucks but we really coping well and he is just so wounderful, cant wait for the day when all this will be over when we can finally live in the same country as boyfriend and girlfriend, hmmmm let me re phrase that Man and wife...hahaha one day it will come to past....(please God am so used to him right now and i cant afford not to be with him).

i have a question, my very good friend has a problem and this problem is a shamefull thing to talk to anyone about, i wanna talk to her about it but i dont want her to feel bad or sad i just wanna help her find a way if that involves getting professional help, really i dont like the way she suffers in silence.


oooo my ex was around for a week and really it made me appreciate my present boyfriend in every way, not that i did not but now i know how lucky i am to be with him cuz the ex dude is a useless man and he will continue to be useless....feel sorry for his present girlfriend the unlucky woman..

gotta sleep, to be continued 2mro

posh

Victoria Beckham arriving at Harvey Nichols to promote her new perfume 'Signature'.

Her hair was swept up, her shoes were silver Christian Louboutin stilettos, her dress was a white Giambattista Valli number (with a small polar bear on the back) - and the whole effect was very Audrey Hepburn.

Hold up...wat sort of diet is this woman on, seriousily she has no flesh...i dont think i wanna be as skinny as u... she looks like a walking skeleton..apologises to all VB fans out there but am a hugh fan myself this woman needs meat....may be proper african food....

2008 go on with ur wahala(trouble)

Am sick and tired of this year, i cant wait for it to be over, this year has been nothing but a sad year, i just cant take it anylonger, am gonna loose it, the reason why am still chilling is b'cuz of my man..he has been so good to me and really without him this year would have swallowed me and prolly u never know...hmmmmmmmmmmmm...

I just cant wait to get out of this country to a place where i wont get intouch with my families or know my where-about..if i need u i'll call u.....my mum n sis and people generally have been annoying me, its like a bad dream i wanna wake up...some body...is this the price i pay for been independent, just wana tell dem stay the 4k out of my life...(it would be easier to say if they white) damn it, why u planning my future at the end of it, its gonna be me and me alone to face the world, so wats all this pressure about, i need to learn from my mistakes and all.. i just wish i aint the last born, it sucks seriousily, i really dont know wat to do, but one thing i know is that am gonna do what i wanna do and i aint gonna listen to no body.....

Am old enough to know wats best for me, right now i really wanna leave this so called country so bad, this country is depressing,i miss home............ i just wanna fly like a bird and be free, who cares if i get a masters or not....i live my life the way i wanna....