Friday, November 14, 2008

Whats Happening

Millions watched Barack Obama on the 4th of november become the 1st Black president of United State.... Definately a great feeling to know am part of History........this has been the most talked about election, even teenagers are interested in knowing whats going to happened to them, George W Bush has really made things so bad that every one in the state are really scared about their future.... Does this mean now that Barack is now the president Elect things will go back to normal? Really am so frustrated about the world right now, things aint going normal people are loosing their jobs and i dont feel secure with my job, God forbid but if i loose my job or dont get another job on time am in deep shit....

whatever suitation i find myself am grateful to God atleast am alive and healthy.

Facebook is the best thing now, its better than sugar, its become part of my life and i dont feel okay if i dont go on it in a day, its like starvation u need it to survive, well not really. Facebook has really changed the world, almost everyone i know is on this crazy thing. May God bless mark(whatever) is surname is, he has invented something i know will be around for a long time, i found my cousins, old friends and people that i would never think in a million years i will find, and its the only way i get to check if my friends are doing okay( Photos, status msgs and all)...... why didnt i come up with such idea..


I was watching oprah show the other day and i learnt so much from it, she was talking about future and how u can make all you dreams come true by Faith....not faith as in believing God for something but faith as in u believe that u can get there. there were lots of people who gave their testimony.. jim carey the hollywood comedian said in 1994 he wrote a check of 10 million dollars and left it in his wallet, now why would he do such a thing but he placed it in his wallet for years and he never removed it believing that one day he will make that money and in 1996 or so he was offered 10 million for a movie. now thats not luck thats because he set himself up to that standard, another lady worried so much about not making money in her business and set her self to a weekly target and how many customer she wants to get in a day...the whole thing behind this faith thing is you have to be positive with your thinking. Right now am looking for a job in pharmaceutical and that has really bothered me for a while, and after that i have stopped worring myself about jobs and when am going to get one, am setting myself to a higher standard and where i wanna be in 4 years time and what i want to achieve by then...



like they say your future is in your hands, dont sit down and blame God for everything, Heaven helps those who help them selves.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Life Sucks

wow, finally things are beginning to go well for me this month, well except for that huge amount i have to pay for my post-grad.. but i know God will make a way for me, anyways i am a little bit pissed off at myself for one tiny mistake i made this month which means am not gonna see my boo in october i have to wait a little longer, but am dying to see him, i just wanna spend that one week with him in october, londistance sucks but we really coping well and he is just so wounderful, cant wait for the day when all this will be over when we can finally live in the same country as boyfriend and girlfriend, hmmmm let me re phrase that Man and wife...hahaha one day it will come to past....(please God am so used to him right now and i cant afford not to be with him).

i have a question, my very good friend has a problem and this problem is a shamefull thing to talk to anyone about, i wanna talk to her about it but i dont want her to feel bad or sad i just wanna help her find a way if that involves getting professional help, really i dont like the way she suffers in silence.


oooo my ex was around for a week and really it made me appreciate my present boyfriend in every way, not that i did not but now i know how lucky i am to be with him cuz the ex dude is a useless man and he will continue to be useless....feel sorry for his present girlfriend the unlucky woman..

gotta sleep, to be continued 2mro

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

posh


Victoria Beckham arriving at Harvey Nichols to promote her new perfume 'Signature'.
Her hair was swept up, her shoes were silver Christian Louboutin stilettos, her dress was a white Giambattista Valli number (with a small polar bear on the back) - and the whole effect was very Audrey Hepburn.
Hold up...wat sort of diet is this woman on, seriousily she has no flesh...i dont think i wanna be as skinny as u... she looks like a walking skeleton..apologises to all VB fans out there but am a hugh fan myself this woman needs meat....may be proper african food....

2008 go on with ur wahala(trouble)


Am sick and tired of this year, i cant wait for it to be over, this year has been nothing but a sad year, i just cant take it anylonger, am gonna loose it, the reason why am still chilling is b'cuz of my man..he has been so good to me and really without him this year would have swallowed me and prolly u never know...hmmmmmmmmmmmm...


I just cant wait to get out of this country to a place where i wont get intouch with my families or know my where-about..if i need u i'll call u.....my mum n sis and people generally have been annoying me, its like a bad dream i wanna wake up...some body...is this the price i pay for been independent, just wana tell dem stay the 4k out of my life...(it would be easier to say if they white) damn it, why u planning my future at the end of it, its gonna be me and me alone to face the world, so wats all this pressure about, i need to learn from my mistakes and all.. i just wish i aint the last born, it sucks seriousily, i really dont know wat to do, but one thing i know is that am gonna do what i wanna do and i aint gonna listen to no body.....


Am old enough to know wats best for me, right now i really wanna leave this so called country so bad, this country is depressing,i miss home............ i just wanna fly like a bird and be free, who cares if i get a masters or not....i live my life the way i wanna....

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Mrs wayne Rooney-(Coleen Rooney)


Mrs Coleen Rooney is at it again, not a suprise really but i would not love to be waiting behind coleen at a counter queuing to pay for my stuff cuz coleen splashed £20,000 at her favourite boutique, Cricket, in under two hours at the weekend. Now that's fast work.
may be i should find my self a footballer....heard drogba is single....
The Liverpool shop was shut while its entire new autumn/winter range was brought out for her to peruse. Poor Col' couldn't decide what to buy... so she snapped up the entire collection.

Heart Break vs Love


Heartbreak is one of the most painfull thing to go through, the memories alone is enough to hurt you even more, never thought i would experience one, i was sad and annoyed, i could not explain the pain but all i could say was ''i have just been hit by a train''
learnt so much from my heart break and hopefully the last one too cos i cant afford to go through one with my present boyfriend i go just die..
learnt that never cry over someone that is not worth it, especially if you know deeply that u tried your best. (And God knows i tried my best to make it work) i was willing to go that extra mile to make him happy.. i cried like a river no be small, infact i turned to running tap.
anyways the koko be say thank God for the people that stood by me and all, if not because of those special people (my boyfriend among them) i would have broken into pieces..
anyways thats heartbreak for you, its okay to cry and be sad about it for a while but dont stay there too long, move on with your life.
Love is a woundeful feeling, and something so good to the soul, love makes u laugh (sometimes i smile for no reason and i quickly adjust my self cuz u never know who is looking..lol) love is better if the person loves you back and you both giving 100% of your love not saving it for some1 else...
now i know what it feels like to be in love and to be loved back, am so happy and all i wanna do is spend all my time with him, i just cant explain the way it feel to be in love with this man, he is the best thing that has happened to me in a very long time, he is so intelligent, he is funny, he has a good heart and i know he wont break my heart because i believe him 100% i see myself and my man together forever, he understands me so much and he is not a trouble maker..o i cant handle a bad boy.(Badboys are nothing but wahala) any how sha i cant see my self dating any one else. it has to be him or nobody..oo i love his personality, he is not boring at all, he makes me laugh and i cant stop smiling..HE IS JUST TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE...
Right, back to heartbreak my ex wants me back, he has been acting so different lately, he calls me and ask if am okay and all, and really even the friendship i dont want it but what can i do he wont leave me alone, now he is sorry and regrets what he has done to me..(''seriousily get a life looser) some one else is in the picture and am not ready to jeopardise my happiness .Even if am still single i will never ever go back to him..

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Aunty Again.


Am an aunty again and i feel so happy for my brother, although he never wanted a girl, he feels that if he has a girl he will be a very strict daddy and over protective and i don't think he will turn out like that, i know he will be a great daddy, loving and understanding.. i cant believe all my bros and sis have kids now, the only one left now to have one is me..hmmmm i thought i would beat my bro to it.....

Thats makes it 14 grand kids for my mother, and more on the way, and hopefully someday i will pop one too..any ways thats like 4 years from now. am so not ready to bring any little one into this world just yet, i want my kids to have everything, i wanna be able to provide for them and give them things i was deprived off as a child... i see my self as a pushy mum, not strict but if i have a girl, may the good lord help her cuz she will go for piano lesson,voice trainning, etc she must be a celebrity by force. she will be my little barbie until she is old enough to realise her mum is crazy..lol

A different case if its a boy now, i want him to be a responsible guy, i want him to be so smart cuz really its not nice having a dumb son especially when he's gonna start a family of his own someday, but one thing am definately gonna give my kids is love, am gonna give them so much love and affection am gonna be the best mum in the world...(omg am getting so emotional about kids.)

yes i know for sure am gonna be one hell of a mum especially with my kids education, they just have to be smart, cuz i dont mind spending my last dime to send them to the best schools around and they must be getting that grade now. am not gonna bring out the belt if dey dont but that just means that i will deprive dem of lots of things..(games, tv and all) thats much better as a naija girl i know wat naija parents will do they will beat u to become smart by force...while go through all that stress...xxxx

see yal later.....

Rihanna steps out in this killer Boots


Actually, their technical name is Balenciaga Gladiator Boots. Although I'm not sure Roman soldiers ever wore Balcenciaga. Mind you, I could be wrong. I'll just go and watch that Russell Crowe movie again..
Shopping in black shorts, a neon top, gladiator boots and possibly the biggest hoop earrings know to man.
Say what you like, but she doesn't do things by halves, this girl.
loving this boots so much i wish i could get one but i need to spend half of my salary on this boots. love it so much she is really rocking the earings and the top goes really well with the boot....hmmmm money good ooh