Tuesday, September 2, 2008

2008 go on with ur wahala(trouble)


Am sick and tired of this year, i cant wait for it to be over, this year has been nothing but a sad year, i just cant take it anylonger, am gonna loose it, the reason why am still chilling is b'cuz of my man..he has been so good to me and really without him this year would have swallowed me and prolly u never know...hmmmmmmmmmmmm...


I just cant wait to get out of this country to a place where i wont get intouch with my families or know my where-about..if i need u i'll call u.....my mum n sis and people generally have been annoying me, its like a bad dream i wanna wake up...some body...is this the price i pay for been independent, just wana tell dem stay the 4k out of my life...(it would be easier to say if they white) damn it, why u planning my future at the end of it, its gonna be me and me alone to face the world, so wats all this pressure about, i need to learn from my mistakes and all.. i just wish i aint the last born, it sucks seriousily, i really dont know wat to do, but one thing i know is that am gonna do what i wanna do and i aint gonna listen to no body.....


Am old enough to know wats best for me, right now i really wanna leave this so called country so bad, this country is depressing,i miss home............ i just wanna fly like a bird and be free, who cares if i get a masters or not....i live my life the way i wanna....

1 comment:

pinkyandbrain said...

You Owe It To Yourself To Be Happy Inrespective Of Whatever The Situation Especially With The Expectations Of Others Of You..Since There Is A Fair Chance That You'r Doing Better Off Without Their Intrusion But Family Is Family Regardless So You Better Learn How To Deal With Them Diplomatically Coz They All Say Its The Best They Want For You When It Seriously Looks Like A Stray Into The Bush...Just Watch Out For The Torns Incase You Heed To Their Compulsion..No More Cuts And Bruises Pls!.SomeOne SomeWhere Is Obviously Loving You Which Should See You Through This Confusing Maze.